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Monthly Archives: December 2011
Photography and a new URL
So as I near the point of being ready for this new blog I’ve created to take over as it were, or at-least go live to the tubes using what will be its URL, http://blog.evilcow.org/. I may at some point … Continue reading
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Connections
I love my wife. I love her so much that for me it is near impossible for me to put into words. But it is difficult for me to show it some times. I’m far from being an expressive person. … Continue reading
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While on that last subject.. Depression.
While being slowed down by the grips of depression this morning, I came to a realization. Forward movement seems to reduce or inhibit my depression. It seems intuitive really, but It had just never hit me before. Now what does … Continue reading
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Depression
I know why I have my issues, and in that, you’d think that I wouldn’t get depressed…. but no, I still get depressed. I wish I had a magic pill to fix it, but I don’t have that either. Sleep … Continue reading
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Chastity Belts, oh my!
So one of my interests is Chastity, well as in Chastity Belts and Orgasm Denial. So who knew! Well, for me it goes well with gender dysphoria as it is emasculating, and a nice steel belt works quite well as … Continue reading
The BDSM Community at large
My last post got me thinking, immediately thinking actually, about the BDSM community. As a former leader of a TNG group, which is a group focused on those 18-35, I have a particular point of view on the subject while … Continue reading
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The dance of life
So lets see… Thus far I’ve covered quite a bit. To sum it up, I’m kinky, I’ve got issues, and I had a rough childhood. I’m by no means normal. Okay, I’m fairly normal for the demographic in which I … Continue reading