Monthly Archives: July 2012

A good day

Today was perhaps my best day yet. I was rarely depressed, and actually in a fairly good mood for most of the day. Waking up and being Julia goes a long way. That and when I was not entirely Julia, … Continue reading

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Day 5->6, and a return to normality… I think

Things seem to be returning to biological normal for me.  I’ll leave out all the details, but in short I never want to be off estradiol again, at least while I have the two testosterone factories attached. I’ve got a … Continue reading

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Day 4 -> 5

So day 3 was worse then I made it sound.  It got worst after the post, and day four was really quite rough at times, but I also managed to stay moderately busy.  The worst part really is my commute … Continue reading

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Day 3 wrap.

I feel the need to be vague, but the depression is at least 80% of what it was before starting estradiol. It feels like its getting worse. I don’t know what I’m going to do. If only there was an … Continue reading

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Day 3

Last night, I remember some very violent dreams.  Okay, I don’t often remember the dreams, but I remember waking up and going “Wow, that was violent” and going back to sleep.  Today, I’m feeling a lot of muscle soreness, and … Continue reading

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A new name…

Hi Everybody! I’ve kind of settled on a new name.  Julia.  Presently, I’m thinking Ashley as a new middle name as well, but the winds can change. A bunch of jeans arrived today, and the wonderful wifey returned from the store … Continue reading

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Day 2

I’m tired.  I want to curl up and just sleep.  By now, after nearly 48 hours, my estradiol level is likely at where my body “normal” level is, if not below. I’m depressed and I have almost no energy.  I … Continue reading

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