Monthly Archives: November 2012

A new beginning… with a new therapist.

Today was my first appointment with a new therapist.  She is closer to where I live, she does not hold back, she seems like a type-A personality to me, and she reminds me a lot of myself, which led to … Continue reading

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A few questions…

A friend posed some questions this morning. A question for Julia. In the past, gender play has been a facet of her life. Is gender play still a facet of her fetishes or kinks? Does she still enjoy a level … Continue reading

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Not exactly normal…

My response to the question of what I would like for Christmas… is not what one would quite expect.  I start to emotionally spiral downwards and begin to cry.  Of course, its easier for me to think and write about … Continue reading

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Surprises, and lack their of.

It should be no surprise to my friends and family (well, chosen family) that the holidays are tough for me and hence result in depression.  Even christmas.. over strawberries and brie cheese can be hard on me. There are things … Continue reading

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I hate depression

Depression sucks…. Maybe I need some magic happy pills… EOM

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Feelings of Loss

I think I’m finally beginning to come to understand the feelings of loss that I have. I’m loosing my old identity, and anything related to that seems to be pushing me over the edge of the emotional cliff . On … Continue reading

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Two Missions Accomplished!

Instead of talking about how depressed I am this weekend, I’m posting about the two things accomplished! First: Bumper sticker applied to car! As for the second mission, I stopped by a new hole in the wall beer and wine … Continue reading

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