Life hurts so much these days. I feel lonely and sad, and I feel like on some level I’ve made all the wrong decisions.
I’ve not felt this lonely in a very very long time. All that I’ve wanted for months is a hug from somebody I love, and thats long gone.
1 mg of Lorazapam later…. I’m at least more centered and not as much of a mess, but I’m now numb.