Life hurts so much these days. I feel lonely and sad, and I feel like on some level I’ve made all the wrong decisions.
I’ve not felt this lonely in a very very long time. All that I’ve wanted for months is a hug from somebody I love, and thats long gone.
1 mg of Lorazapam later…. I’m at least more centered and not as much of a mess, but I’m now numb.
I was reading an article about gaming in gender studies, and found a link to this game Dis4oria. It’s a game/educational tool based on the experiences of one transwoman. It reminded me a lot of you and your challenges. http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/591565
*hugs*
spacey