Tag Archives: depression

Not all sunshine and rainbows

I should be blatantly clear to anyone who reads this blog that life after Gender Reassignment Surgery is not all sunshine and rainbows.  I didn’t post much for quite a while because I had to shutdown my blog due to … Continue reading

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3 weeks

I’m at nearly three weeks from surgery.  If it were tomorrow, it would be 3 weeks exactly for my flight to Montreal.  If it were Tuesday, it would be exactly 3 weeks from my surgery date, and this coming Tuesday, … Continue reading

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Down

I’m feeling really really down right now. It feels like everything that I try to do blows up on me, or gets people upset at me. I have been trying to so what is right, what has been agreed upon, … Continue reading

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A few achievements unlocked and the freakout continues.

Well, this week has been interesting. I’ll start with achievements unlocked, in order. Got my first mammogram!  Wheeeee! Got my first doctor bursting into the room in a slight freakout expressing concern. Got my first business card to a cancer … Continue reading

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I guess I’m okay

I guess I’m okay, but I really don’t know.  This week was decent, and I had moments where I was at peace, but its been a turbulent peace.  I continue to struggle with my arch nemesis…  loneliness. I’m also becoming more and more freaked out … Continue reading

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Too long since last post

It has been a bit too long since my last post. In all honesty, way too long. In May, I did fairly well depression wise. I was also insanely busy which helped tremendously. This past month, I’ve been on a … Continue reading

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4mg of Estradiol

I went to four milligrams of estradiol this week.  It has been what I can only label as interesting.  I’ve had trouble sleeping and my emotions have been all over the place.  Mainly I’ve been struggling with loneliness, sadness, and … Continue reading

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