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3 weeks

I’m at nearly three weeks from surgery.  If it were tomorrow, it would be 3 weeks exactly for my flight to Montreal.  If it were Tuesday, it would be exactly 3 weeks from my surgery date, and this coming Tuesday, … Continue reading

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4mg of Estradiol

I went to four milligrams of estradiol this week.  It has been what I can only label as interesting.  I’ve had trouble sleeping and my emotions have been all over the place.  Mainly I’ve been struggling with loneliness, sadness, and … Continue reading

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An unexpected return…

It seems that my testosterone level is on the rise. I’ve started to observe lots of hair shedding from my scalp… And I’ve started getting rather unpleasant morning erections. Yeah, it’s the erections that are fucking with my head the … Continue reading

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Surprisingly enough, not depressed this evening

Today I’ve managed to stay ahead of the depression. Of course, it is great progress to sit down and write the letters to all of your previous employers… Well those still in business. A good chunk of the day was … Continue reading

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Achievement Unlocked: Hormone Prescription Obtained

Things FINALLY got worked out between my endocrinologist’s office and my therapist.  I’m still pissed off about it, but with my re-occurring theme, I can’t let it get me down.  I did have a long discussion with a friend Thursday where … Continue reading

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Day 5->6, and a return to normality… I think

Things seem to be returning to biological normal for me.  I’ll leave out all the details, but in short I never want to be off estradiol again, at least while I have the two testosterone factories attached. I’ve got a … Continue reading

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Day 2

I’m tired.  I want to curl up and just sleep.  By now, after nearly 48 hours, my estradiol level is likely at where my body “normal” level is, if not below. I’m depressed and I have almost no energy.  I … Continue reading

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