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An unexpected return…
It seems that my testosterone level is on the rise. I’ve started to observe lots of hair shedding from my scalp… And I’ve started getting rather unpleasant morning erections. Yeah, it’s the erections that are fucking with my head the … Continue reading
Surprisingly enough, not depressed this evening
Today I’ve managed to stay ahead of the depression. Of course, it is great progress to sit down and write the letters to all of your previous employers… Well those still in business. A good chunk of the day was … Continue reading
Achievement Unlocked: Hormone Prescription Obtained
Things FINALLY got worked out between my endocrinologist’s office and my therapist. I’m still pissed off about it, but with my re-occurring theme, I can’t let it get me down. I did have a long discussion with a friend Thursday where … Continue reading
Day 5->6, and a return to normality… I think
Things seem to be returning to biological normal for me. I’ll leave out all the details, but in short I never want to be off estradiol again, at least while I have the two testosterone factories attached. I’ve got a … Continue reading
Day 2
I’m tired. I want to curl up and just sleep. By now, after nearly 48 hours, my estradiol level is likely at where my body “normal” level is, if not below. I’m depressed and I have almost no energy. I … Continue reading
Day 1
Well, I peeled the patch off last night. No ill effects other then my head felt really weird about 2.5-3 hours later. I did wake up sweaty a few times overnight, and today I feel like I have a mild … Continue reading
This next month is going to be interesting.
I’m going to apologize now to my readers. I HIGHLY suspect this next month is going to get a bit dark. I’ve got plenty of books I should be reading though, so maybe I’ll just become a bookworm. OM Nom … Continue reading